only manage to fall asleep in the morning.
Alan texted me,
tot of bring me out for breakfast.
bt im too tired alrdy.
he said he go wash car first.
in the end oso nvr call me.
hahas.

mum call me at 9plus today.
ask me wakeup.
bt ii still fall back to sleep.
lucky Kelvin call me & ii wakeup.
text Alan, & he said he fetch me to sis's place.
went prepared etc & wait for him come.
reached sis's hse downstairs,
take a puff & ii went up lerhs.
& he went home rest.
thanks for sending me over here. =)

went downstairs walk wit mama & ahqi.
went Pasar Malam too.
buy things eat & went back sis's hse.
couldnt finish the chicken rice which bro in law help me buy.
ask mama for help.
hexhex.

sometimes, im wondering, wat are friends for?
is it to be there for me when ii need them?
ii lost a close friend jus in one day!
hate it ttm!
sometimes, ii'll think of you.
have lots of things want tell you.
its been ages since we last chat on phone.
we used to chat till late at night.
we used to chat like nobody buisness.
we used to gossip alot.
we used to laugh non stop when we chat or meet up.
we used to have lots of fun etc.
bt where is all these things we used to have & enjoy?
ALL GONE!

mama tot we're back tgt.
think she really likes you alot lerhs.
hahas.
if nt, she oso wont bother to ask every nw & then.
& oso wont bother to ask you change or whatsoever.
haas.
nt bad luhs you.
you're my first bf that my mama like so much siia.
gd job!
=)
hope mama will continue to like you for long luhs.
& ii miss someone tag.
haas.

Labels: you're my perfect gift

today actually going up sis's place ders.
bt in the end,
ii nvr went up.
partly is cus morning hse ders water supply kena stopped as they dismantle the pipes therefore cnt bathe.
2ndly is cus ii very tired.
hehh.
all the way sleep till evening den wakeup.

Jeremy went his grandma's place packet food for me.
only ate abit.
went home ard 10plus to prepared as im meeting Alan.
in the end,
we met, bt, ii ask him go home acc his friends play mahjong.
so, ii went home aft taking the necklance & chat wit him for awhile. =)

texted zac daddiie.
ask him want go eat?
end up cooking maggie at home.
watch tv, play DS, listen songs.
sooo bored!

last night aft visiting sis, cabbed back home & dined at 211 tgt wit papa & grandma.
Jeremy came to look for me as he have things want pass me.
went to blk downstairs slack & chat aft my meal.
went home ard 11plus.
chatted on phone wit him.
& went for bed at 12plus.
was damn tired!
actually going A's place to stay last night.
bt too tired.
so din went over.


wakeup at 7plus in the morning.
prepared myself & head off to sis's place.
help mum look aft baby niece.
bt ii think ii at here like use com only.
LOLS!
went down to have my meal at 11plus.
before that went there shop ard.
brought one short pants & two 3/4 pants.
hees.
baby niece name is Toh Xin Hui.
=)



































































haiis.
can you teach me wat to do?
im totally lost nw!
2nd night that im staying at my own place last night.
abit nt used to it.
bt still fall asleep fast cus im tired.
dreamt of him.
& tot when ii wakeup can saw him.
bt im wrong.
will we be able to meet tonight for dinner?
ii cnt predict.
ii miss the necklance.
ii miss your place.
ii miss the elmo & pooh bear in your car.
we still have lots of things haven done yet.
example like go buy perfume for your car.
go Ikea buy carpet etc.
go shop for your clothing.
haiis.
when can we get this all done?
ii really dunno?
our thing is making me feel so vexed abt it.
which path shld ii choose?
mum & sis seems to like you alot.
mama ask me to think it over carefully.
haiis.
will be waiting for your call tonight luhs.
till here den.
MISSES!

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fri, went home ard 10plus.
meet Jeremy to take things.
& we went outtgt wit his another 3friends.
went Loyang pray den to Changi Village eat.
send HongYi back home den we went to Yishun Dam slack.
talk abt many things.
reached home ard 4 in the morning.

sat, baby came fetch me back his place.
before that we went Punggol end see sunrise.
back to Wdl pump petrol.
den to his place take things & we head off to Jurong Point NTUC buy stuffs.
went home aft buying.
bathe etc & went out again.
went to many places.
am so tired that ii fall asleep in car.
reached home, eat lunch & ii fall asleep again aft that.
baby went out look for her take dog.
& bring the dog for grooming etc.

had a lil tiff wit him.
& he say break.
within 5days,
he say break for 3times lerhs.
ii really dunno wat to do?
so, ii choose to leave.
pack up my stuffs & ii went home myself.
left the necklance he gave me at the dressing table.
thanks for giving me cab fare back.
being tgt wit you for this 5days really vey happy.
you really dote & pamper on me alot.
& really treat me like a princess.
ii dont ask for much from you.
ii dont need those branded stuffs.
ii jus want a peaceful life & r/s.
haiis.

reached home, meet Jeremy.
& he bring me out.
went Sembawang den went back Wdl fetch his friend den we went Dam.
slack. & we went Chong Pang eat.
bt me & him nvr get down from car as im too lazy & tired to walk so far.
keep texting A bt he nvr reply me.
was kinda worried abt him.
reached home ard 4 in the morning & went to bed lerhs.
SUPER TIRED~!

woke up in the evening.
prepared myself & went downstairs wait for A come fetch me, dad & grandma go sis's place.
while waiting, meet up wit cy marmiie, edwin daddiie, lizhu & of course, my dearest meiimeii, xuanling!
she's so cute lohs.
knws hw to talk lerhs.
& very guaii too.

A reached & he send us over here.
thanks!
saw mum at sis hse downstairs too. =)

ii dunno wat shld ii do nw.
wat you told me is all a lie or?
ii saw wat her blog said.
make me shocked & disappointed.
think we end is oso a gd choice?
go back to her bahs.
she really needs you more than ii do!
ii dont want you to neglect her when she needed you the most!
understand?
till here den.


















































love isn't mine again this time round.

IM HAPPY!
MY DEAREST BABY NIECE IS OUT TODAY! =D

couldnt sleep well last night.
=(
wokeup at 1plus in the aftnn.
slack & get prepared.
fetched Joleen at Marina Mrt there.
& send cousin & Joleen off to work at Marina Barrage.
went Seng Kang for awhile den to Bedok den to Boon Lay fetch Mama down to Thomson Medical Centre to visit sis & baby niece. =)
reached, chitchat, see baby etc.
& my baby niece is damn cute & fat!
will post her pics up soon! =)

baby came fetch me back.
& he gave me a surprise too. =)
he brought one winniethepooh bear from 7-11 which he heard from Mama saying that there gt sell.
& use the big elmo to cover wit it.
my baby so cute lahs.
LOVES!
send Xiaogu back first den went eat tgt wit Mama at her hse area there.
went Orchard see those Christmas thingy den to Marina Barrage fetched cousin & Joleen from work.
send Joleen back home & home sweet home. =)

thanks my babyboy!
tis few days really make you damn tired lerhs.
really thanks very much!
thanks for doing so much things for me!
thanks for being so understanding.
thanks for being there for me when ii need you.
thanks god for letting me to knw you!
thanks god for giving me this chance to be wit you!
thanks alot alot!
babyboy, dont ever worried that ii might leave you.
ii told you before, forever wont happen ders.
you've my words okays?
hope you'll keep your promises to me.
=)
our promises, 121212. ♥
iiLOVESyou always & forever!
muacks.

meet up wit Alan in the evening.
& he send me over to cousin's place first as he go out for awhile.
waited for me to came fetch me back.

he reached,
& went CCK first den back to his place as he wanna get a bathe.
waited for him.
went upstairs find my baby hazel.
bt she was out wit her granny.
lucky gt to saw her when im out from lift,
& chatted wit cy's mum for awhile.

cross over to 8th dec o9
ii forgotten where we went aft that lerhs.
only rber that we went Airport to buy Elmo bear.
den to dunno where.
& back to Airport again for meal.
den to Yew Tee find Zac daddiie as well as ZhiWei.
back baby's place aftermaths.

morning went cousin's hse help her take her barang barang over.
& only manage to sleep for awhile. =(
went to Bugis there fetch cousin & joleen.
baby send me home first before send joleen back home.
& they came fetch me back again.
thanks baby! =)
you're LOVED by ME!